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[Feb. 16th, 2003|01:40 am] |
 I Will Die of Natural Causes.
Your choice of life style has enabled you to live a nice long life.. To eventually die of a stroke, or was it a heart attack.. Either way you out lived just about anyone that gave a shit about you anyway.. Congrats
Find out how you will die, Take the Death Quiz now! |
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[Feb. 15th, 2003|02:09 pm] |
 You are orange. You are emotional. Outside, you are bitter and stubborn, inside you are hopeful, hoping someone will come save you from the bitterness of your own mind. You constantly feel the need to prove yourself, and you look up to those who can make thier dreams happen. You are broken, but not beyond repair like maroon. What inner color are you? [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font [...] shirono</font>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <A HREF= "http://quizilla.com/users/Shirono/quizzes/The%20inner%20color%20quiz%20(Utena%20Images)" > <IMG SRC="http://homepage.mac.com/werkers/colorquiz/youareorange.jpg"> <P>You are orange. You are emotional. Outside, you are bitter and stubborn, inside you are hopeful, hoping someone will come save you from the bitterness of your own mind. You constantly feel the need to prove yourself, and you look up to those who can make thier dreams happen. You are broken, but not beyond repair like maroon.</P> <P>What inner color are you? </P></A> <P><FONT SIZE= "-1"Quiz by Shirono</FONT> </P> |
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[Feb. 5th, 2003|08:40 pm] |
| [ | Oh boy Im feeling pretty... |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | Inspiration Corner: |
| | Metallica - Minus Human (Band Mix) | ] |
Work was a fucking bitch today people!
I walk into work today and Kat (asst. manager by the way) is on the floor whining about how she was puking all day and needs to go to the doctor and a bunch of other random bullshit... apparently she left Louis sitting outside from 9 until 10, in the freezing cold himself. She decides to fucking just go to the hospital (for a little vomiting?) and bullshit.
Leaving me and Louis to run shit. FUCK! YAY! GREAT! bullshit.
SO Louis and I run the whole show today. We got ZERO returns done and had piles bigger than me all over the place.
Until 2 when Louis got off and i was alone for over an hour until george got in... thankfully. I stayed til 5 then to help george out a bit because i couldnt leave the brutha high and dry *SOLID*
Basically Kat hammed up a stomach virus. FUCK that shit, Louis and I BOTH were sick and we didnt bitch and moan about it.
Too bad about her job being taken away soon *mwahaha* |
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[Feb. 4th, 2003|08:26 pm] |
| [ | Oh boy Im feeling pretty... |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Inspiration Corner: |
| | SKYNARD... MAN!!! | ] |
fun times today! Thank god, I needed to have fun for ocne too!!!
Work was a drag as usual, but hey, isn't work supposed to be like that? Thought so!
Anyway after work Marisol picked me up and we went out to Applebee's for dinner that was totally fun even though the waitress had a crush on me, and Marisol got all pissed because the waitress was ignoring her (hahaha, i cant help it im that hot ;) ) so we ate some good food talked, and laughed, and just had a good time. Then we came back to my house and watched MTV a bunch and listened to some odd mixes of music from J.LO, to like Foo Fighters and Queens of the Stone Age.
Then she found out about little cat lol, so she punched me until i went and got little cat from carpos room, and she fell in love with little cat and is gonna take him when carp and I have to move... and I have a picture of her and little cat!
AWW So cute! hehehe, anyway now im online and listenin to some SKYNARD MAN!! WOOO! haha
Come online people! im bored :-D!!! |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2003|04:05 pm] |
I love LOTR, and i love Robocop.. THIS IS JUST FUCKIN FUNNY!
20 reasons why Robocop is better than Lord of the Rings:
20. Robocop once was a man, whereas Frodo will always be a stupid hobbit.
19. Robocop, being a machine, would not succumb to the power of the Ring.
18. Robocop is bullet proof and probably sword proof. (Take that you fleshy,
easily cut hobbits!)
17. Robocop helps kids. Gandalf hits kids. Or so we assume.
16. Robocop can walk! (So can the Lord of the Rings guys, but when Robocop
does it, it sounds neat.)
15. Robocop is rated R. Lord of the Rings is rated PG-13, thus eliminating
the possibility of a nude scene.
14. Robocop has a cool laser targeting system. Legolas is a stupid elf.
13. Robocop had his own cartoon. Lord of the Rings also was a cartoon, but
it didn't have Robocop in it.
12. Robocop is part man, part machine. The Lord of the Rings is really long.
11. Robocop knows how to drive. Gimili is a stupid dwarf.
10. Robocop is an officer of the peace sworn to protect and serve. Aragorn
isn't.
9. Robocop rhymes with Go-go crop. Bilbo rhymes with, well, you know...
8. Robocop isn't playing next to Kangaroo Jack at the theatre.
7. Robocop doesn't do drugs. Gandalf smokes lots of weed.
6. Robocop has a cool helmet. Samwise Gamgee is fat. Fat and not Robocop.
5. Robocop can hack into computers. There aren't any stupid computers in
Lord of the Rings.
4. Robocop can turn into a truck. (OK, so maybe he can't, but still, that
would be so cool!)
3. Robocop has a cool gun which he holds in his leg, while talking trees
don't even have legs.
2. Robocop could easily kill those dumb talking trees. Or, put them under
arrest.
1. Robocop is from the future. Lord of the Rings isn't even real! |
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[Jan. 30th, 2003|10:51 pm] |
| [ | Oh boy Im feeling pretty... |
| |  lonely | ] |
:(
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[Jan. 22nd, 2003|08:30 am] |
| [ | Oh boy Im feeling pretty... |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | Inspiration Corner: |
| | sfsdgsdfas sdfb sadf | ] |
who exactly wants me to fail.
one more day without being able to go to work
im sure they'll fucking love it. yep.
why am i destined to fail?
fuck it...
work was the only thing i was ever looking forward to during the day.. YES... WORK. I love where I work, i like the people I work with and I love telling people what movies suck and which dont.
and of course because it makes me happy things are keeping me from being there.
of course.
:-\ |
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[Jan. 21st, 2003|08:55 pm] |
| [ | Oh boy Im feeling pretty... |
| |  stressed | ] |
| [ | Inspiration Corner: |
| | buffy the vampire slayer - on my tv dammit. | ] |
well i still cant find a ride to work. not even family are helping me out. it's shit.
no one wants money either.
not that i have muh to give
but..
oh well..
im tired of being online and being sad.
bye. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2003|09:23 am] |
i need a ride to work, i called in and told them I'm having problems finding a ride...so they aren't pissed at all which im happy about.
Anyone out there in Live Journal land who wants to help me out until I get my licence, it'd be appreciated and I'll pay gas money anyway! hook a bruttah up?
please? |
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[Jan. 18th, 2003|03:08 pm] |
mortgage - $400 a month
Internet and TV bill - $80 a month
All the other bills - way too much a month
Being homless soon - priceless? heh.
For everything else theres a shotgun and a mcdonalds full of people. |
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[Jan. 18th, 2003|10:46 am] |
| [ | Oh boy Im feeling pretty... |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Inspiration Corner: |
| | Type O Negative - Burnt Flowers Fallen | ] |
anyone want to come over?
im not allowed to leave and i need human contact.
call me dammit
or just show up.
please?
:-\ |
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[Jan. 17th, 2003|11:48 pm] |
| [ | Oh boy Im feeling pretty... |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | Inspiration Corner: |
| | Opeth - for absent friends | ] |
i had a post in mind, it was going to be an awesome fun post saying how my night went and who i met and who i got to see and everything.
then i come home to a cold shoulder, bitching, complaining, and more shit I don't need right now. Karen is pissed because i went out after work even though she said I wasn't allowed.
I know my grandfather is sick.
I love him and everything, but i can NOT take care of someone like that. I am not strong enough to handle that kind of thing. I don't like seeing him deteriorate, and if i had the means I would NOT be here right now while he wastes away and dies. I CANT DO IT.
I JUST FUCKING CANT.
No one understands that who is here right now and i hate it.
I had a chance to hang out with a bunch of people I didn't see in a VERY VERY long time, I dove at that chance because I dont know how long it will be til i see them again. Plain and simple. I needed an escape from the shit that is going on in my life.
I needed a night to not worry about things, to talk to people about things and feel loved and comforted by people who dont HAVE to feel that way towards me, they just do. They love me and care for me because im a good person not because im 'family' and that makes me happy right now. I don't have to worry about what my grandfather is going through, the pain and the hurt and everything.
Yeah I'm running from it, but i would go insane if i had to face it all the time. I can't handle that kind of shit.
I just fucking cant.... at all...
on top of that...Tommy's leaving tuesday.
I can't say anything about that other then, FUCK. what am i to do now. I know its selfish of me to say that but a best friend moving away, no way of getting to and from work yet...
I thought shit was happening right... and yes, once again it turned further to shit.
FUCK.
I need people here right now, I need people to keep me from myself.
I don't know what is going through my mind but i dont like it...
i dont like it. |
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[Jan. 15th, 2003|09:03 am] |
| [ | Oh boy Im feeling pretty... |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | Inspiration Corner: |
| | Living Sacrifice - Symbiotic | ] |
its 9am right now, im writing this before heading off to the bank and the hospital to have a family meeting about my grandfather.
for those of you who don't know... as of yesterday I found out he has terminal cancer all of a sudden and that he doesnt have more than 4 weeks left if that. I tried telling some of you yesterday but either you were away or not online, so you had to find out this way. Sorry.
Anyway, with this being said after this meeting today I get to know if Im going to have to move or not.
It sure as fuck better be not. I'm not a little kid anymore, and I can handle a home. I know I can do that much. I've been doing it for the past 2 years or so as it is. I know how to live a life. Plain and simple.
this has not been a good past few months eh? I mean I know shit happens and all but all of this in one big lump sum is taking its toll on me and everyone around me. Though apparently I take bad news a hell of a lot better than most people (so says tommy). So who knows.
Time to throw on my "Franchise" shirt and get ready for the hospital then possibly work depending on the situation after the hospital.
Ain't life grand?
To you know who:
"Everytime I look in the mirror I see you next to me, comforting me, and telling me it'll be okay. I smile whenever I think of you because it means for at least one second you may have been thinking of me too."
xo
-stevo |
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